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Sunday, July 30, 2006
after 5 months of working,im officially quitting my job.i felt so shitty after giving amjad my resignation letter just now.it was different compared to resigning from guardian.i was so bloody happy to resign from that stupid place.but now i feel down somehow quitting work at ps. durai was the first to transfer to a different branch.then goes the delivery guys,who never fail to make me laugh my ass off at work everytime.when they got transfered the atmosphere in the kitchen wasnt as lively anymore.and now dave and leslie got transfered to united square.sigh.amjad's the only original ps manager left. im definitely going to miss each and everyone of the crew member,especially rauda,ting ting,menuka,rina(she's bloody hilarious.haha),farhanah,atiqah,eddry,rashidah,prem,phyza,fida,yazid,sherizal,yunus,taufiq,shafiq, ahmar,hafeez,emy,adam shah,adrina,shida,lina,auntie maha,auntie nanda(she always calls me sayang.haha.so cute la she.)uncle tay,cik hussain and of course not forgetting amjad(although sometimes he's a pain in the arse.haha).these are the people who have made my working days at ps so enjoyable and fulfilling.i'll always remember them.and yeah im gonna miss working,meeting funny customers who makes me smile.but i guess good things have to end.i cant work there forever.besides,most of the crew members are either gonna quit soon or transfer to united square because of leslie and dave. ohh.i cant get anymore free pepsi/breadsticks/pizza :( but eversince i started working,i pay less attention to my studies somehow.it wasnt like before.and i dont have time to like call people and ask how are they doing and stuff.so i guess it's also a good thing that im not working anymore since exams are coming and all. i wonder why you couldnt even spare 5 minutes of your time to have a decent conversation with me. Saturday, July 29, 2006
something unexpected happened on monday.GAH.it really came to me as a shock.and my friends still can make fun of what happened like it was entertainment to them.lol.oh well. hmmm.27 more days to the exams.back to those intense studying sessions and burning of midnight oil.i cant wait till its over. ohh yeah.yesterday i was sitting at the bus stop waiting for 15 to go to school when this lady suddenly said hello to me.so i just said hello back.then she complimented me saying that my skirt was very nice.hahaha.she asked me where i bought it from and all and we started a conversation about the salesladies from kiyo,how they always follow you around and when you dont buy anything in the end they'll get mad at you.haha.it was kinda fun talking to her (: i miss you like nuts. nomatter what happens,i wont shed a tear....i hope. Monday, July 24, 2006
i saw triplets yesterday at work! for the very first time.frigging cool.hehh.the funny thing was that they were so fascinated by how big the pizza was.like they have never seen a pizza before.hahaha.SO CUTE la. ohh yeahh.there was this bunch of chinese guys(i think they're about 19 years old) whom i took orders from.one of them seemed so nervous while i took his order,i was so close to cracking up infront of him.hahaha.he was like "ermmm,uhhh" and he had this shy smile.his friend beside him was frowning and he gave that look saying "why are you so nervous?!".damn funny ah.haha. i wanna watch the lake house so badly.im in need of a weepy touching love story.plus,sandra bullock and keanu reeves are in it which makes it even better. thought of visiting him at work today but apparently i fell asleep in the afternoon while watching tv.GAH.by the time i woke up it was already getting late.haiya. im going to burn midnight oil tonight and bury my head in loads of lecture notes.(: i really miss you.a lot. is it just me or are things starting to change? Saturday, July 22, 2006
i caught pirates of the caribbean just now.it was superb.i love the effects alot.captain jack sparrow is so hilarious.hahaha.but i didnt really like how kierra knightly acted.love the sword fighting on the wheel.some parts really gave me a shock,like when the aborigine guy suddenly came out of nowhere and when they showed the octopus guy the first time.the sight of him gave me the creeps.sheena says she's not going to eat sotong anymore.HAHAHA.the show was kinda long-winded though.and the ending FUCKING SUCKS.oh well.but overall it was still fantastic.can't wait for part 3 to come out.i'd rate it 4 stars out of 5. i wanna watch the lake house (: school has been pretty alright.but lots of quizzes coming up next week.and ive got an individual powerpoint presentation next two weeks for csas which is 40%.hope i won't screw it up. i don't know whats with all the hoo-haa about singapore idol.i can't even be bothered at all with the idol mania shitt.it's a pretty lame show if you ask me.i mean everyones like voting for the cute/good looking people who sometimes can't even sing properly instead of those with a good voice.and it comes to show that the judges are not needed because in the end they're not the one who determines who stays in the contest.oh well.just my opinion. ohh i met tahir yesterday at parkway.saw fuad on monday at the bus stop.me and faridah were in the bus.then we waved to him like mad.haha.i swear his reaction was so bloody hilarious when he saw us.he kinda frozed with his cigg in his hand.hahaha.it's great to see some familiar faces after such a long time. i miss those old times with you during term break Monday, July 17, 2006
one word to describe yesterday's outing:UNLUCKY. seriously.it was the most sway-est day ive had.i don't want to go further into the details because everything was so unplanned and the outcome is really disappointing.we ended up not watching pirates of the caribbean together.oh well.but i got to spend time with you even if it's not in the most romantic way. that was enough for me (: anyway, i met up with eunice and nadirah on friday to have dinner.god.i haven seen eunice for like so long.haha.went for a haircut at roxy square before nadirah came.hmm it wasn't that nice.i shall not go there to cut next time.eunice wanted to eat at swensens but when we realised that the price for the maincourse dishes were raised,we didnt feel like eating there anymore.so we got dessert and fries instead.it was great catching up stuff and laughing around.i miss those times (: ohh yeah.the swensens guy.lol.at first i didnt notice(im not really observant about my surroundings)then nadirah and eunice kept laughing and all.i was wondering what were they laughing about.then eunice told me and they kept disturbing me about that guy.sheesh. i keep thinking about death nowadays.not that i want to commit suicide or anything.it's just that sometimes i really wonder about the afterlife.i still have no idea what my purpose in life is throughout my 16 years so far on this earth.well i have yet to find out. i got this from zahidah's blog and i find it absolutely true. the language of love is universal. it is not the matter of the amount of words that are exchanged lovingly each day, but simple actions that comes from the heart that truly defines the word love. love is not just telling a person how much he or she means to you. it's how far you would go to show how much they mean to you. love is not just telling a person how much you miss him or her. it's how far you would go out of your way just to catch a glimpse of them. love is not just telling a person how much he or she has changed your life. it is about letting them realize themselves how much of a wreck you would be if they are not beside you. love is not just telling a person how much he or she means to you. it is about how much you far you would go to see a smile on their faces. love is not just about wanting to see, hear or feel them everyday. it is about needing to see, hear and feel them everyday. love is not about thinking that everything about your sweetie is perfect, and about overlooking your sweetie's faults. it's about accepting them whole-heartedly, and coming to love them in time to come. true love is pure and unconditional hmm.why do i have this feeling that what you're about to say is going to be disappointing? Thursday, July 13, 2006
im not really a big fan of soccer but after getting to know about what happened, i got really pissed with that bloody materazzi.it's really unacceptable to insult someone just because he's not in the same religion whatsoever.and it clearly shows materazzi's lack of courtesy.wtf.bloody arsehole.it's understandable why zidane headbutted him in the chest.people keep saying he should settle the problem after the whole game.but come to think of it,if it really happened to you people,you wouldnt just stand there and let people insult your religion and your mum right.well i wouldnt.goodness.italy totally didnt deserve winning the world cup.AT ALL. okay its freaking me out that im talking so much about soccer.hahaha haiya.ive got like 10 little pimples on my forehead.ugh.i think my period's coming. ohh anyway i forgot to mention that last thursday i had to present my impromptu speech.you know the kind where you just pick a topic from a box and speak about it.i kinda got lucky.my topic was "why do singaporean couples do not want many kids?is it a good/bad thing"well it goes something like that.i kinda stumbled after talking for awhile because my mind was completely blank.but my friends at the front row kinda helped me.i think i did pretty okay but kinda disappointed because i could have done better.my term test results: hap(human anatomy and physiology):35.5/50 csas(communication skills for applied science):14/20 pipc(physical and inorganic chemistry):31/50 sfp(science in food preparation):26.5/50 mast1(mathematics and statistics 1):23.5/50 obc(organic and biological chemistry):12/50 as you can see i didnt do very well.im not satisfied with my amaths and organic chem.i cant believe i got 12 for obc.wtf.i could have gotten 17 for csas if it wasnt for the language penalty.ohh and i got 1/10 for the recent amaths quiz.you must be thinking im crazy.yeah i am,for not doing anything about my maths.exams is in like a month and two weeks time. i MUST start planning a study routine very very soon.no more procrastinating. ive fallen hard and i don't want to lose you Saturday, July 08, 2006
the reason why i didnt wait a little longer was because there was no progress after that conversation did you know i was disappointed at that time when i heard you say those words? i knew the reason was that you're scared of hurting me,but at that point of time i believed so strongly you wouldnt even hurt me in any way you were so sincere,the thought of you hurting me didnt even come across my mind at all did you know i waited? but nothing happened then he came along and now when im gone,it seems like it's too late to try to salvage anything i know youre feeling hurt right now and it's killing me i don't wanna see you suffer but i can't turn back time for you a million,trillion apologies will never amend your heart i'll understand if you may never want to speak to me anymore feelings change things change but i can't blame fate because remember what you said,for everything that happens,there's a reason for it. maybe God didnt bring us together because something bad might happen and he wants to protect us both my heart belongs to him im really really sorry,for the last time i'll always pray for your happiness Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i was so shocked when you called saying you wanted to come for my lecture you made my day really somehow your presence will just brighten up my day and you're everything i ever wished for (: ohh ive only got 3 hours of school later on from 9-12. yayy! Tuesday, July 04, 2006
maybe God has different plans for us im really really sorry from the bottom of my heart that things turn out this way for a moment i thought we would be as one but things happen for a reason and he came into my life just one thing that keeps lingering in my mind,somehow i felt we would have been amazing. but now im seriously emotionally attached to the other no words can describe how upset i am right now to see you hurt. im so so sorry but a million aplogies will never change things i know please dont blame yourself for what happened i just know one day you'll find someone who'll make you so happy and who's more deserving of you we'll always be good friends nomatter what,even though it wont be the same i'll always cherish the time i knew you,as a friend i promise. Sunday, July 02, 2006
faridah,thanks for cheering me up on friday.i really needed that girl to girl talk.just chilling at starbucks with ice cocoa and just letting everything go from my chest was kinda therapeutic. maybe i should do this often whenever im feeling down.it helps. okay anyway a few days ago me and faridah went pw for dinner.there was this little caucasian girl sitting beside us.me and faridah couldnt stop looking at her for some reason.haha.she really had the most beautiful brown eyes ive ever seen. then she asked her mum(i think it's her mum)"why do they keep looking at me?" her mum said"because they think you're cute" the girl shaked her head and replied"no im not".lol. when me and faridah were talking the girl kept looking at us and when we looked at her back she smiled and turned her head away.she waved at us when we were leaving the place.SO CUTE i tell you. i can't believe my MOM watches soccer.weird. okay me and sheena went to visit nadirah at tampines just now.haha.it was great seeing her again after such a long time.(: it really pisses me off when customers come into the restaurant just like that without waiting.are you people illiterate or something?!can't you read the sign "PLEASE WAIT TO BE SEATED".god.and in the end the csr always gets the blame.wtf. i need a haircut.and lots and lots of clothes for school. you guys should go listen to the diary of jane by breaking benjamin.it's bloody emo and freaking nice.i don't know what's with me and emo songs.oh well.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MePzWtHqrso&search=breaking%20benjamin%20-%20the%20diary%20of%20jane the sweetest thing is that you called me 11 times,making sure i pick up the phone and how worried you got.IM SO SORRY i didnt call you back straightaway.bloody connection. i have not forgotten about you at all and i never will.did you even know how hard it was for me?i was seriously in a dilemma. and you suddenly try to avoid me.things are so different between us right now.i wished things would be how they were last time.since the day you knew about it,you stopped contacting me and everything.it's like as if we're total strangers.somehow it seems like that's how you want us to be.if it's because of him then i think it's really a disappointment knowing you all this time. |